and so, once more, i am trying to stop using tumblr. spring is pretty well here, so i don’t need to hibernate anymore. as in, i don’t need to spend all my time on the computer. i love spring and summer and fall a lot more than winter. i try to like winter, and it’s pretty and nice sometimes, i just am not as happy. and i like being happy.
i’m going to get my sister (whattup Caro) to change my password this weekend, and to only give me the password if i give good enough reasons to have it back.
so before i go, i guess i will do a summary post.
i will be 18 soon. i’m excited. i’ll buy a lottery ticket and maybe get a tattoo soon after. i would plan something for my 18th party, but i’m trying to minimize the amount of days i book off and sometimes it’s just a lot easier for me to avoid being around people.
i think i’ll buy a camera for my 18th birthday as well. a gift pour moi.
my mum won me my gift and gave it to me the other day. it’s a giraffe that goes up to my chest. it’s really beautiful. she said it’s so i can have Kenya with me even when i’m not in Kenya.
i was going to write more, but i realized i don’t want to. i’m okay with keeping things to myself, and if people want to know what’s going on with me, they can ask. but i’m okay with people not asking. (:
but if you’re reading this, know that i care about you. if you ever need anything, please don’t hesitate to email me.
love_is_the_weapon@hotmail.com i don’t check that email as often, but it’s the one i’m willing to put up online.
to my friends who are struggling with depression, self harm, body image issues, loneliness, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, and everything and anything else- it’ll be okay. i know it’s hard now, but you’ll get through this. i care about all of you a lot.
